Prison Journal: Day 7,959

May 25, 2009

Today is Memorial Day, and I feel rejuvenated because Carole drove over to spend the day holding my hand. I feel so blessed to have Carole’s love, and every minute I share with her in a visit liberates me from confinement.

Prior to the tough-on-crime policies that really took hold during the Reagan years, I read that sentencing judges frequently gave young offenders a choice. The judges said offenders could sign up for military duty, or they could serve a prison term. The theory held that judges recognized people frequently made bad decisions in their late teens and early 20s. Rather than relegate a young man to the penitentiary, where the criminal influence was pervasive, the judge would provide the young offender with an opportunity to earn freedom through contribution to his country.

Had I been offered that opportunity to enlist in the military, I would have devoted myself to the privilege. By the time my jury convicted me, a deep remorse had set in. Military service was not an option in my case, though I feel strongly that such options yield far more justice and benefit society than lengthy prison terms. Whereas prison recidivism rates suggest that these institutions perpetuate continuing cycles of failure, America’s military breeds leadership, character, discipline, and other virtues that shape men into good citizens. I salute those in the military, and regret that I did not choose such an honorable path when I was a young man.

Carole and I are both very proud of her son, Michael, who soon will deploy for a lengthy tour in Iraq. As a soldier, Michael will serve our country while simultaneously developing skills that will translate into a sustainable career upon his return.

I empathize with those on military duty, as I know the pain that comes with separation from family. As a prisoner at least I am blessed with regular visits. I was happy to spend Memorial Day with my wife, and I say a prayer for all those in the military who did not enjoy such a gift today.

This morning, before my visit, I wrote some and I ran six miles. My tally now stands at 1,448 miles over the past 164 days.

Monday, 25 May 2009

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